LOST

I've been so lost in my life so many times that I lost counting a long time agoI’ve been so lost in my life and so many times that I lost counting a long time ago.

Lonely outcast on the street, homeless. Without work, without money. Without knowing where to go. Out of plan in life. Angry, sad, badly treated. Sexually exploited, drinking too much alcohol. Fooled in relationships. Excluded from society, expelled from schools for my cerebral palsy. If you know how bad it was.

Today it is not so. Live a quiet life in a different part of the world than the one I was born in. Have people around me who really care about my reality. It has taken time and it was not easy.

Today it is not so. Live a quiet life in a different part of the world than the one I was born in. Have people around me who really care about my reality. It has taken time and it was not easy.

Today, I do not need to fly emotions. Over 20 years since I drank alcohol. Many people look up to me because of all the achievements I’ve made through life. World record. I mean, how many do you know, who had a world record. I do not know anyone … I’ve met people who have had world records, but do not know them.

Writing this because I care about your life. People feel bad all the time in life. But there are ways to get out of there. There is another reality around the corner, just about being able to walk around the corner.

The biggest problem in your life is greatest in your life. For someone else it may be pathetic, but for you, it was now about survival. I knew I had no solution. My solution was found out there and I was looking for people with a solution. There were many different people with many different solutions. I have created my own mix of all the people I met. This has made me the person I am today …

Thoughts on August 10, 2017